Its me again, about 1 day later. This time i’m making it a little shorter, because i’m tired, more may follow tomorrow. However, here i want to have this feeling lonely discussion a bit more enhanced, which means here i’m sharing a little more in the future and we can discuss it here. I may even comment this thing tomorrow and write the rest. But this 1 question i’m giving you for the night is. How easy is socializing for you. Do you have rather internet or real life friends? The thing is i sometimes don’t know who is friend and who not. In the net that is some what easyer, although you don’t know the people you’re talking about, and a lot of them don’t really care about you. But in real life that is another thing. They care about you, but usually they can’t give any advise, then have their happy news and tell me but i’m like, nice i guess. Yeah. Happyness is nice. But sometimes it feels like fake. And i am a good listener and reader. Well at least with speech:d. But now seriously. Even if i suck at helping i want to do it more, but the problem is when i have a problem i can’t. When i don’t feel being helped its hard for me to help as well. This is a stupid blockage but it seems i’m working like that and can’t do anything about it. Kinda frustrating. But that could be both a blessing and a curse, considering the point that if many people just get used for help but never get helped, then it may not be so bad, if i might be one of them already anyway. That’s it for now. I appologize for some broken grammar, its night, after all!
Take care and see you next time, good night.
6 responses to “Some thoughts at night part 2. Socializing, class and relation”
Honestly, I don’t have any friends out side of online.
I’m not much of a friends person. Have few here online, and fewer in real life.
But anyway, I’m of that people that preffers more to help, so no problem 😛
wait, can you see? Or how do you play fortnight. I heard blinds doing it but rarely, and i’m actually interested. Heard even minecraft works kinda
But some real life friendships can come from gaming. More common in the sighted gaming competetive gaming sceen, some people find their competetive duo mates or squad mates and they become real life friends, or them finding a game they both like to compete in and play can strengthen a real life relationship, as that happened to me and my best friend Tristin. he got me into Fortnite, a game we both enjoy, and here we are 4 years later still as best friends as wever, and I hve another gme to enjoy and I play more mainstream games because of it.
yeah, i get this. Well i found a kinda friend on sbyw, you know him as blindgoofball. He’s only a gamer friend though, otherwise there’s not much but i know him since a year and contact is still stable. I also found someone here on elten and i got kind of closer to that person and don’t really plan to cancel contact. This person may know who’s ment. But well gaming friendships mostly don’t develop further to normal ones, sadly
I have some online friends but I don’t care about them like I care about my real friends.
Online friendships usually stay for a few months and slowly dy, it’s usually becasuse of a game I find new friends but when that game is down I loos contact with them.
I am also quite fake when people tell me happy things, simply because they can be borring sometimes, but some really great news can make me happy even if I am not involved in it.