Never thought i’d do this but i’m actually empty, thoughtfull but bored enough to create this, not sure why or whatever but hey, noone’s gonna read this anyway so here we’ll go.
Recently considering all the happy, sad, weird and frustrating moments in this year, I actually became a different view of what the pc means to me. It has been true earlyer. I was a lot adicted to games because it was all so new, fun and all. But we grow up. We get older, and everyone. Everyone changes sooner or later, quickly or slowly. And I’m not ready to turn 18 in 2 years but that is something for later. I still game a lot, if not the entire day. But mostly if you know me, elten is opened a lot. The reason is not that I want to keep track of everything interesting or only online games or anything else but people to chat with. This is also like that on other places. Usually when i game, or that is what i do right now, i search a peaceful place with a nice environment, for example birds or water and a nice music, which is now i’m writing this, a map on the beta server of stw. Rather than gaming i sometimes just sit somewhere on these maps/in those games and think about everything. And sometimes I just have the wish to jump into that game. Walk around all these places and leave my real self for a tiny bit. This is also why I called the post like this. I indeed, sometimes, would just wish to escape the real world and be in a while in this one. It also would be funny to meet other people there, so you could meet them in person since they’re chars like you in that case. Came along that far and didn’t got bored yet? Thanks for reading, hope it made any sence. I do not know if its normal or bad to imagine this but either way, see you next time and thanks for reading.