Hi.
I wanted to do this later actually, but I also don’t know what to do with these 5 minutes before school so guess will keep it short, or just continue writing later if I can’t finish it, so don’t wonder if this is not posted in the morning. For all european fokes that is.
Lately, on 1 side, things went ok, but on the other, nothing seems to work how I’d love it to anymore. Remember me talking about my friend moving away? I still couldn’t see her, which is now for, let me say, about 8 weeks. And this is the length of the damn summer holidays. And guys this is just crazy, especially since she was in town again but didn’t really have time for anything, so meh.
Some people say hope dies last, but sometimes I’m not sure. I randomly get demotivated to do anything and its frustrating. I wanted to clean my room since 3 weeks, I wanted to finish as much homework as possible on mondays/tuesdays so that I’m in peace the other days, but I guess I have to retry this week, hope it’ll work, this time.
But meh, gonna continue later. Fact is, today awaits me a school day with some sport lessons, after that a karen ish pussy and just meh. Thros some expert norwegian around me and expects me to understand that? O well.
See ya in a few hours, gonna stop here, for now.
So yes, I came home now, finally! Cleaned my room! And then did as much homework as I was able to do for now, so it feels better.
For those interested, besides me running against a bench standing randomly in the way to the classroom, crying for some reason in the bathroom before the lesson, and some teachers missing, it wasn’t a special day. Sadly my favorite teacher was one of them but o well. At least I’m not gonna have maths thirsday and friday, as well as no norwegian on friday, the teachers I’d have are away at that time so yup. Good ish news, I guess. O and, my writing/talking is a little meh today probably so I shall better stop and leave you people in peace lmao.
Thanks for reading, and until next time.
PS: Well at least it was ok with mrs karen here today lmfao. O and at least I could finally talk again to the school nirse. She kind of is both school nirse/psychologist.
4 responses to “When everything is different”
Well either if you feel uncomfortable in it you could always use a translater or just write in german, could translate afterwards for those interested *rofl*
Oh, hope you are okay now. You know that my english is very bad. But I know how you feal, and I can relate you. Also, what I wantet to say, the things that you said about time. I am thinking like you. So, hope my english was aceptable for that post. And I wish you lot of power for that bad times.
Yeah I’m not really sure, actually. It happened. Just suddenly had the feeling of that everything may go wrong this week, feelings of frustration following me, being in a hopeless situation etc. So it wasn’t even long but, it did happen.
What made you cry? Are you ok? :/
Out of that I’d have to visit the school psychologist too, if not for my mental weird stuff, for a little guidance for my future as I don’t know a f about what do I want to do with my life.